Tuesday, November 29, 2011

I'm officially missing you

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you

Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you

Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you

It's official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Do you?

People often realized when it is too late.

Questions Play

1. What’s your middle name? . . . .
2. What are you listening to right now? Maroon 5 - Move Like Jagger..
3. What was the last thing you ate? Mint Candy
4. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Lea my lil sister
5. Do you drink? Yes i drink water lol!
6. Do you smoke? No
7. What is the first thing you noticed in someone? Depends ;p
8. What is your hair color? Dark brown + black
9. What is your eye color? Dark brown to almost black
10. Do you wear contacts/glasses? Yes, i wear both
11. Dogs or cats? Both
12. What’s your favorite animal? I have no idea ;/
13. What’s your favorite television show? Anything
14. What’s your favorite movie? I'm very much into movies, i watch em all
15. What’s your favorite band/singer? Beast!!
16. How old are you? 19 ^^
17. Do you have a crush on anyone? No..
18. What’s your sexual orientation? I'm straight
19. What’s your favorite color? Pink + white + red + purple + etc
20. What was your most embarrassing moment? i dont really remember
21. Do you ever wish you were someone else? well..maybe no
22. What were you like when you were a kid? I'm a girl with lots of things to discover
23. What would your dream house be like? i want a condominium..
24. What last made you laugh? i forgot what was it?!
25. What is your favorite word? Fuck! =,="
26. What is your least favorite word? i'm not sure..
27. What turns you on? The things i love, of course~
28. What turns you off? The things i dislike...LOL!
29. What is your star sign? Gemini
30. What are your favorite books? by nicholas spark and etc
31. Do you have any siblings? yes..
32. Do you like to dance? very much..rofl!!
33. What is your definition of cheating? Lie
34. Have you ever cheated on someone? No
35. Do you regret anything? Lots.
36. Do you have any phobias? Maybe?
37. Ever broken any bones? No
38. Ever come close to death? No, thank God
40. Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist? No
41. Are looks important in a relationship? nope!
42. Are you more like your mom or your dad? I have no idea ;/
43. What is your favorite season? all season ^^
44. Do you have any tattoos? i wish
45. Do you have any piercings? yes
46. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? not more than ten though
47. Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character? no
48. Who is your celebrity crush? dongwoon
50. Do you get jealous easily? Yes!
51. What is your favorite type of food? Delicious and not too heavy
52. Do you ever want to get married? Of course i am..
53. Who was your first kiss with? oh mmm..
54. Have you ever been cheated on? i never knew..only God knew it..
55. What is your idea of the perfect date? just he and me and our precious time together
56. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? extrovert..
57. Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets? ya why not?
58. What talent do you wish you’d been born with? too many =..=
59. What is your saddest memory? oh oh..mmm..
60. Do you believe in love at first sight? i think so ;o
61. Do you believe in soul mates? perhaps?
62. Have you ever dyed your hair? not yet haha
63. Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you? mmm..mm..not sure
64. Would you go against your moral code for money? no! i dont want..
65. What are three things most people don’t know about you? all i can say, dont jugde a book by its cover
66. Who are you jealous of? i dont jealous with others, i have my own life to manage!
67. Do you sleep with a toy? hell yeah! my mashimaro~
68. How long was your longest relationship? i'm not quiet remember
69. Is the glass half empty or half full? it's just Half! lol..
70. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? only me would knew it..lmao!
71. Who is your most loyal friend? who?
72. Are you in a relationship? you see it yourself~
73. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? just him being him ^^
74. Are you a bad person? i'm mean sometime ;)
75. Are you a lover or a fighter? lover haha..and a fighter too lol
76. What did you do on your last birthday? eating cakes
77. What is your favorite quote and why? What we think,we become.All that we are,arises from our thought.
. If your best friend died, what would you do? ;(

79. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be? There's one thing
80. If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do? Telling goodbyes
81. What is the strangest dream you’ve ever had? dreams always strange
82. Are you happier single or in a relationship? depends how it is
83. Who were you in a past life? just me
84. What is your happiest childhood memory? @_@ can't remember
85. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? oh well~~
86. Have you ever had an imaginary friend? lol maybe?
87. If you were the president, what would you do? rule like a boss!
88. What is your ideal career? hehe..
89. What is your political affiliation? . . . .
90. Are you conservative or liberal? . . . .
91. Is the male or female body closest to perfection? female body! haha
92. Do you like kissing in public? err..mmm..
93. If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change? let me think of it..
94. Where would you like to live? best place ever ;)
95. Where would you go on your dream vacation? oh so many~~~
96. Describe yourself in one word. Mystery
97. Describe yourself in one sentence. Don't judge a book by its cover
98. Where do you see yourself in five years? working working ~
99. What is your greatest accomplishment? i haven't see any yet...
100. What is the meaning of life? To die

be good everyone!

And yet, i don't want to hurt anyone.

Monday, November 7, 2011

It's all about time

Serious talk today ok?
I have loads of crap inside of my head..
i don't know to whom should i tell..
i don't have anyone, who will understand completely how i felt..

The story of that man, of a year ago.
It has been a very good day for me since i started to forget this man, who had left me for another woman. ok, that was a year ago.. i know i was wishing him to come back that time but now no, not anymore.. we broke up on august 2010.. those months was felt empty without you, i admit.. but i know i couldn't live it that way, and yet i know i never touch your heart. I was a fool back then. While we are in relationship, you told me you in love with her, but i choose to stay and not to let you go and hurt myself. Now that i'm no longer blinded by your love, i realized how idiot am i that time.
NOW, after a year and few months, after i found someone to love.. You came back and said you finally realize, that you've lost a girl who once love and care you so much and able to give up everything only to be with you. Yeah true, i was loving you and everything was just about you. HOWEVER, that was when i'm in love you. Now, i've chose to give up my love on you. I realized that, during that time.. You couldn't accept me at my worst, so i thought you shouldn't get me at my best too. You can't accept and cherish the love i gave, so i think it's time to stop wasting the feeling and keep it for someone whom worth loving. I'm sorry, but i guess the story had end for me. Second chance? If you come before i choose to forget you, perhaps there's a second chance.
Too late.

The story of this man, that caught my heart.
You came in sudden. We met and my heart skip a beat. If you did love me, love me dearly. If you don't, tell me and we know what's next. Don't cheat. It's enough how i blinded by love with that man in the past. I couldn't bear living like that anymore. If you really did love me, cherish the love i gave, don't cheat be loyal. Let's fill the heart with loads of love and happiness. Make me happy and care my heart. I will do the same. I may hurt and pain in the past. Still, i felt and think that loves hurt. So when i scold and small gas, persuade me and tell me, you love me. When i anxious, hug me and kiss me. Let me sleep in your arms let me cry in your shoulder. Hear what i want to say, bear with my nagging. I maybe not a good partner, cause i easily mad, i asked a lots, i nag a lots, when i'm on my pms i will angry and scolded with no reason. I'm just me. I 've done my best to be a good partner. No one perfect though. To me, to be in a good relationship is to accept each other at their worst and best and still together. Being together during the good and bad time. Fight over the relationship and holding on each other. Have Faith, being Loyal, being Honest, Tolerate, Understanding, Respect and Loves.

Dear everyone, i'm just ordinary person with extraordinary dreams. I know everyone said the same thing. I own a life. I'm not born to please each and everyone. If you couldn't accept me the way i am, just leave. I don't even care and do not bother. If you want to hate, go on. If you want to like, go on. I'm tired to care and please others, when actually nobody care how i felt. I'm stress and always tired. I want to feel the real happiness and enjoy my life the way i want it to be.
God Bless Me.

Cherish me while i'm here, don't beg when i'm gone.
Don't sigh when karma fuck you.

Cause when i love you, i love you that it consumes me.


Talking to the moon~
let the moon hear my hearts..

Jars of heart~
simple yet meaningful song..

Someone like you~
Sometimes it lasts in love,sometimes it hurts instead..

My destiny is with God.

Saturday, November 5, 2011

November please be good~

Halo halo ^__^
November is here..
Happy November to all ya~~

Dear November, please be good to me
please be a wonderful month..amen..

Sorry for extremely less post haha!!!
Oh..ok no one is actually waiting for my post is it? haha..

middle of october till now..
i've been really busy with many things..
life and etc :p

so yeah, hurm..
i forgot something :/
Happy BELATED Halloween!!!!!!!!! :D
this year halloween, was another wasted..
whom should i blame? Shiuan??? haha no!
was just busy with roadshow during the halloween :3
tiring and busy-ing on Oct 28-30
need to go back and forth from hometown to roadshow place
hectic week haha!!! but then i was happy ^_^
so my tiring days felt worth it~~

and early Nov is just so so~~
nothing special happened
can feel my life had changed bit by bit
and yeah, i like it this way..
i'm going on 20 soon,lol i mean next year..
happy? :p

now i was thinking of studying and working
seriously need own pocket money =...="
need to buy many many thingsss
and own a car :/ and and for my vacation next year!
see...i need money man! give me some money
how i wish it was like raining :(
oh well...

so for this week,anyone please bring me and watch In Time. Y__Y
shiuan, frankie and fish had watched without me
cath, eva and atine was busy-ing with exams
manda and yann was in kl..crystal was always M.I.A
zzzzzzzz...anyone else? please count me in!

so soon i wanna watch Happy Feet 2, Puss in boots and
The adventures of Tintin: Secret of the unicorn
hahaa....all cartoonsss :p
so lovely lovely darling please bring me go ya ^__^
can't wait~~~~

this week and next week is really hectic week hor..
hope can spend some time bha :(

ok ler..give u all piccos and end my craps here..
also, can check out new photos on my facebook and twitpic ya~
update often with me thru twitter :)


Happy Halloween!!
this is our halloween photo :)

baby and me :)

alright..only two piccos..
i'm too lazy to choose haha..