Wednesday, June 29, 2011

hot days

Hello readers and visitors ^^
It's been few weeks,perhaps?
Welcome again and thanks for coming~

I've been really busy recently..
My final exam is next week,i need to work hard on this.
I'm quite nervous for this exam..just because..
so i've been studying so hard and wishing for flying colours result
God Willing.

At the same time i'm also busy preparing for something
and it's quite stressful,because the time was clash with
my final exam so i have to study and practice as well.
my practice doesnt goes so well, interruption here and there
i'm studying from morning to night and when i'm taking a break
i'll take the time for practice in a how stressful was that?
i didnt get what am i studying..and couldnt catch up my practice
i felt looooooosing! although it havent start yet..
sigh,but i must try my best!!

i really hope i can make it this time..
my last tried was when i was sixteen..
and now i'm back after three years to redeem everything
people, here i come!!! wish me luck!
hopefully this time i can get the things that i've been wanting so long
Fighting!!! God Willing.

anyway, thanks to miss seunghye for helping me
with the translation for the application
and to friends for giving me an advices and cheering
for my final exam and practice(of the upcoming aud)

at this moment, i've so many things in mind
i couldnt think very well..i felt sick,seriously..
and the weather is mood was unstable =,=

i think i should get back to study and practice again later

dear everybody, it's very hot these days
please watch your health and take a good care
drink plenty of water and dont go under the sun too long

bye bye


Wednesday, June 22, 2011

non stop tears

do you know what i regret the most?
it's a decision i made last year.

i have no more reason to be here.
at first,it was all because of you
but now you're no longer here
i regret my decision. i was a fool back then
you said you couldnt bear if we're apart
stupid. how could i believe those words?
i was fooled and i was blind.

i cried myself whenever i thought of this decision
i no longer want to be here. i regret my choice.
i regret that i have ignore the best choice and pick the worst.
i hate this place. i want to move. do i still have a chance?
please. please. give me all my choice back. please.

God i cant no longer bear this. please.
Forgive me.

It's true when people said, experience teach us.
i wont ever made a decision for others again.
i will only do for myself.

i felt myself changing. i cant feel the old me.
i dont see the old me. i have changed.
little by little, because of the biggest regret.

this is the biggest regret of my life.
please let me out from here..
dont trap me.

say whatever. i no longer care.
i'm a mean.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

I was in the mood of writing my blog when i found out about my brothers stories.
I was kinda disappointed about this. At first i dont know who to trust.
However, i'll just wait the true stories, until now i'll lean my heart on my brothers.
비스트 사랑해♥

I'm a hot cutie with a hot boyfriend who killed my crush because i smoke crack

another tag game i received from facebook..
i'm not very much into it right now, but i'll do it somehow..

*Note that, i've answered these questions earlier, and only posted them now.
so so so so

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?

[ ] Red = loud

[ ] Green = stupid

[ ] None = freaky

[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous

[ ] Yellow = innocent

[ ] Purple = a little too happy

[ ] Black = emo

[ ] Stripes = funny

[ ] Gray = skanky

[ ] Pink = preppy

[ ] Light blue = sweaty

[x] Other = hot

[ ] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?

[x] Shorts = cutie

[ ]Skirt/skort = skank

[ ]Corduroy = faggot homosexual

[ ]Tight jeans = scene kid

[ ]Ripped jeans = emo

[ ]Cammo = cage fighter

[ ]Jeans = prep

[ ]PJs = pimp

[ ]Cargo = clown

[ ]Sweats = athlete

[ ]Boxers = brat

[ ]Booty shorts = female

[ ]Capris = Gangster

[ ]Nothing = hoe

[ ]Dickies = weirdo

[ ]Bikini bottoms = tiki girl

[ ]Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?

[ ]Auburn = that every one wants to make out with

[ ]Blonde = with a broken heart

[ ]Black = with a sexy smile

[x ]Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend

[ ]Red = that likes to have fun

[]Brown = who loves to be different

[ ]Dirty blonde= with a nice ass

[ ]Bald = with herpes

Pick the month you were born on:

[ ]1 = who ate

[ ]2 = who needed

[ ]3 = who killed

[ ]4 = who shot

[x ]5 = who killed

[ ]6 = who smoked with

[ ]7 = who banged

[ ]8 = who cuddled with

[ ]9 = who got stabbed horribly by

[ ]10 = who ran shirtless with

[ ]11 = who slept with

[ ]12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:

[ ]01 = the kool-aid man

[ ]02 = a dog

[ ]03 = a shoe

[ ]04 = a toothbrush

[ ]05 = Santa Claus

[ ]06 = The Trojan man

[ ]07 = Barney the dinosaur

[ ]08 = a prostitute

[ ]09 = a porn star

[ ]10 = a bag of weed

[ ]11 = my lover

[ ]12 = a glass of milk

[ ]13 = a horse

[ ]14 = a lesbian

[ ]15 = a stripper

[ ]16 = a pickle

[ ]17 = a jew

[ ]18 = a homo

[ ]19 = an orange

[ ]20 = my mom

[ ]21 = a homeless guy

[ ]22 = a whore

[x]23 = my crush

[ ]24 = an easter egg

[ ]25 = a jar of honey

[ ]26 = a condom

[ ]27 = a bowl of cereal

[ ]28 = a french fry

[ ]29 = your dealer

[ ]30 = Paris Hilton

[ ]31 = your grandma

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing

[ ]White = because I love marijuana

[ ]Black = because I'm sexy as hell

[ ]Pink = Because the lil people told me to

[ ]Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs

[ ]Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous

[ ]Polka Dots = because I hate my life

[ ]Purple = because I'm gay

[ ]Gray = because I got dared

[ ]Other = because that's how I roll

[ ]Green = because I'm good in bed

[x]Orange = because I smoke crack

[ ]Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose

[ ]Brown = because I had to

[ ]Shirtless = because I've got abs


Add "I'm a/an" on your title, then add the rest of the answers on as you do the questions.

Tag 25 people including the person who tagged you.

My wonderful readers...once you happen to read this post

you automatically been tag!!!

you may do this game on your blog or where ever you like..


Thursday, June 9, 2011

Tag Game

i think it's been a year since i played this game

*Note that, i've answered these questions earlier, and only posted them now.
so so so so


1. Last beverage: mineral water

2. Last phone call: mom!

3. Last text message: bolobo

4. Last song you listened : ukiss-0330 now listening!


6. Dated someone twice: hmm..

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: i dont think so

10. Been depressed: yes

11. Been drunk and threw up: no


12. pink

13. white

14. whatever colours..


15. Made a new friend: yes

16. Fallen out of love: no

17. Laughed until you cried: perhaps?

18. Met someone who changed you: hmm no

19. Found out who your true friends were : no

20. Found out someone was talking about you:i dont know

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: lol!!! does ex count?

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: all of them,well most of them!

23. How many kids do you want to have: it depends

24. Do you have any pets: no longer :(

25. Do you want to change your name: hmm..

26. What did you do for your last birthday?: spent time with family

27. What time did you wake up today: 7am++

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: my dreams, my wishes, my hopes

30. Last time you saw your Father: few minutes ago

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: having support

32. What are you listening to right now: songs

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: lol i dont even have a friend named tom

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: i dont know,lots of things i supposed

35. Most visited webpage: twitter

36. What's your real name: yoon rin ah

37. My close friends: cath,elvie,christine,pinpin

38. Relationship Status: error!

39. Zodiac sign: gemini.

40. Male or female : female

41. Age: 19

42.. Middle School?: hanyoung

43. High school/college?: lacc

44. Hair colour: brown black

45. Long or short: short!!

46. Height: i dont know

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: i dont know

48. What do you like about yourself?: i'm the goddes! lol!!!

49. Piercings: yes

50. Tattoos: no but i wish

51. Righty or lefty: righty


52. First surgery: none

53. First piercing: when i was really young

54. First best friend: forgot

55. First sport you joined: netball

56. First vacation: hmm..

58. First pair of trainer: hmm..


59. Eating: no

60. Drinking: no

61. I'm about to: bed

62. Listening: my favourite songs

63. Waiting: something,many things,i've always waiting


64. Want kids? : yes

65. Get Married? : yes

66. Carreer? : so much!!


67. Lips or eyes: both

68. Hugs or kisses: both

69. Shorter or taller: taller

70. Older or Younger: older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both

73. Sensitive or loud: i dont know

74. Hook-up or relationship: i cant tell whats the different? i dont know

75. Trouble-maker or hesitant: depends


76. Kissed a stranger: no

77. Drank hard liquor: hmm..

78. Lost glasses/contacts: no

79. Sex on first date: no

80. Broken someone's heart: i think so

82. Been arrested: no

83. Turned someone down: maybe

84. Cried when someone died: yes

85. Fallen for a friend?: hmm..


86. Yourself: always

87. Miracles: perhaps?

88. Love at first sight: yes

89. Heaven: yes

90. Santa Claus: i think so

91. Kiss on the first date: if you're in love with each other and knew it,why not?

92. Angels:yes


94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: never

95. Did you sing today?: routine

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: who's somebody?

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: hmm..

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? : i dont know,last year wasnt my good year though

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: after the hurtful broke up, i think so

100. Posting this as 100 truth? : i'll put another tittle!!!!

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100Truths about you. At the end, choose25 people to be tagged.

So...i have no one in my head which i want to tag =.=
so to my wonderful readers..if you happen to read this, i tag you!!! may do this on your blog or where ever you feel like doing it.


Monday, June 6, 2011

On your birthday

Baby Woon ♥
Happy Birthday!!

Baby, happy twentieth birthday ^^
just a year older than me..
Today is your birthday so enjoy your day!

Wish you all the best in life, hopefully all the things you wish for will come true.
Stay handsome and be humble. Stay healthy and be happy.

Oppa Saranghae ;)

I shall call him squishy and he shall be mine. He shall be my squishy. Come here squishy!

Sunday, June 5, 2011

i was never there but i was here

I was walking alone, it's been few months after you left. One day you came. You came closer. I can see through your eyes, clearly. As always, i can never read what is on your mind. You are full of your own thoughts. You living with the shadows of your past. I'm now your past however i will never enter into the past shadows of yours because i was never placed in your heart. You live with all your past lovers. You can tell me loads of stories about them, every details of it.
If i ask you about our past, can you even remember? Even just one.

I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common woman with common thoughts and I’ve led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Remember Me

If I die, you are gonna have to live the rest of life, knowing not only did you lie to me but you denied me of one last indulgence, my last wish, are you prepared to shoulder that kind of responsibility to prove a point.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

life's but a walking shadow

Hey guys, we meet again in June ^^
I'm sorry for the lack of update in May..
i'm always looking for topic to post but i couldnt find any >.<

You fast time flies ~~
it is now the sixth months of the year..
it's already middle of the year
another six months to end..ohh dear..

My life kinda boring right now..
okay,i did went to vacation few times
around weekend with family
but there's nothing to talk about
it's more like a routine now =..=
we went to the same place again and again
i'm not saying i'm bored!
it feels good to be far sometimes
and the coldness..i just Awesome ^^

oh ya..i just back from vacation right now..
just simple vacation, this time isnt cold vacation..
more like, HOT vacation..
stayed at hotel which has the sea view,how wonderful
but the weather damn hot =..=
and i fell sick two days after arrived home..lmao!!!
and i'm sick now..flu and a little fever ;(

AND my laptop was sick too..
i knew this laptop isnt expensive as apple macbook
but i heart this laptop so much..
i want it to stay!! please dont die my baby laptop
you know, mommy heart you much..muah!!

i learn organ (music) now
hopefully i can quickly learn it..
cause i'm really slow Y__Y
anyway, wish me all the best ^^

i'm sweet nineteen!!
bye bye my sweet eighteen~
though my eighteen was filled with lots of tears and pain
but at least, at first it fill with happiness and i met someone..
and found greatest love..from a mother,my lovely mom ;)

dear people..
if you ask me why, if you ask me what, what exactly happened?
if you cant/dont understand me..if you mad at me..
I have reason for it. Life changed.

I want to find back my happiness that had been gone for so long.
Time flew, the story of him and me faded in his mind, but not me.
I wish to have a happy life. Filled with lots of love and wealthy.
God bless. God willing.

dear facebook friends,
i'll be posting my birthday photos tonight
credit goes to my sisters for all the photos..
however, not going to post all of it..
just a little sneak peak ^^ *might be boring*

until now,lets meet again at another post
much love, rina

Quote of the day:

Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more: it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.