Sunday, January 23, 2011

te extraño . .


Seriously,i have no idea.
My texting mate or better known as the person i love the most, has no credit for the moment, therefore i consider myself no credit too. I miss him a lot. I want to meet him, like crazy. I want to get/give a hug. I knew he miss me too, yes it is. Maybe i should give him a call.

only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed
I wouldn't be able to breathe again
it's only you my baby it's only you

Why can't I let go of the memories that have already ended
why do I keep holding onto them alone
After letting that person left me, go, I live a new life
Oh~I know it too, that it's the way it should be, I know it too

Though I couldn't bring myself to believe it the first month,
After nothing but crying for the second month
And on the third month, holding onto my whole heart
I tried to meet other people
But I couldn't bring myself to smile

only you, only you can bring me to life
I can't stop these tears
So just come and return to me
only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed
I can't bring myself to smile again
it's only you my baby it's only you

listen, You were really beautiful. When you smiled, I was blinded by the light
To that bright smile, I lost track of all thought
Oh~miss you baby, I really miss you so much

No can understand me, and also as of now
why to this day I still have a deep attachment to you
Oh~though they don't get it, you have known it

only you, only you can bring me to life
I can't stop these tears
So just come and return to me
only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed
I can't bring myself to smile again
it's only you my baby it's only you

Yo, I tried to forget you but,
no matter how hard I tried, I keep finding myself looking for you
And even until now, I keep remembering that bright smile
Isn't it pitiful, how did it come to be this way
I'm unable to quite forget everything altogether
There continues to exist an empty spot that refuses to be filled
It can only be filled by you

only you, only you can bring me to life
I can't stop these tears
So just come and return to me
only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed
I can't bring myself to smile again
it's only you my baby it's only you yeah~
narration.
Are you doing okay? I'm not doing well, I need you.




Two days ago, i wanted to write so many things. About activities happened around and some thought about me, others and whatever. But as i kept postpone and delayed, now i had forgotten everything. Maybe i should just do a little picture spam again?LOL. I'm a bad blog owner, i quite dislike sharing picture. All pictures ended bangas in my folders,LMAO! I miss doing photoshoot and runway, waiting for upcoming event.

February coming in just few days. See...how fast times flies.. I will end my second semester of foundation right after my final exam, after the cny. Oh great, i need to start studying all the fucking subjects. I'm getting used to my college, after five months plus studying, although it feels damn bored and fucking shits. Well i never feel awesome about my study place either, finger crossed. I should just thankful. There's so many reason i should grateful. God bless.

So . . . what else ?

Picca picca..Sé que te gusta..

There's nothing better than this.

Spending crazy night with lovely sister.

Being just another woman.

Eating apples.

New addiction.

Him.

Her.

Walking the life.



Too obvious..

Anyway,
Muchas gracias, a todos mis jóvenes quienes me eligen como su ídolo. Voy a intentar mi mejor esfuerzo para dar lo mejor. Gracias de nuevo.

Therefore, i ended my fucking shits.


좋은 하루 되세요~

Loving someone requires a leap of faith.

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