Tuesday, December 7, 2010

tell me why?


i had deleted my previous post..i read it back and i felt hate..i dont want to stay with that kind of feeling for longer cause it will makes me old earlier than it suppose to be.. Zzzz..
what happen lately? hmmp..i dont know whats happenning..i confused with me! i dont know what am i thinking, in the mean time i knew what i want and suddenly it disappears,life is a dream..catch that? feeling of something but i just dont know what was it.. felt alone sometimes, felt awful most of the time, felt hopes lose hopes, boredom! where had life takes me to? hmmp,it's just a beginning, wasn't it? going to be much harder awaiting,right? oh well whats life without sigh? whats life without laughter,smiles,cries,shout? huhh..life takes everything,to make us grow,make us learn,let us experience things..wasn't that perfect? wasnt that what we call perfect and awesome life? We had to feel and experience all those things,then only we can call it great life! wasnt it? yes,you need to agree with me. what the crap actually am i talking now? oh dear,i've been so damn boring until like this. okay lets make it much much more positive,boredom is a path of life..it show us that we a free of works and it means resting..isnt it? and it dont kills..ppl who say bored kills are just boring..lets forgive them..Zzzzzzz i'm out of idea now..
Was actually waiting for someone :'( but he didn't showed up, i wondered what was he doing and how was he doing..guess he doing fine..but i want to meet him so badly..there's something i wanted..hmmp..just spill it out until here about him,let he be my secret..time to time..
Ohh christmas coming!! this year will celebrate it,yeah! unlike previous year need to work with santa hat on my head,LOL but it cool though..somehow,i want to meet the families and see everybody gather,going to see my little nephew and my far away uncle,ughh cant wait to see everyone ;) dress up so pretty,waiting them home from church and eat lotss food the next morning..going to see my past friend too..he must be growth now but still short than me hehe..hope this year christmas would be fun,as i didn't celebrate it last year..

*God Bless

4 comments:

Azwan Shah said...

sbg kawan la kan rina.....mungkin apa yg kw rasa & yg kw cari ne kan...Tuhan ja bleh bg...jd...kta kena 'cari' Tuhan dulu...:) mndalam pla ar tiba2..hoho

Rina said...

ya juga la kan loy..btul jg tu :)
nda apa tu,kalau kw loy sentiasa ok ;p .. thanks^^

Azwan Shah said...

uiseh haha kalu kita kejar agama...insyaallah kta dpt smua..:) haha jd alim ne tiba2..

Rina said...

uiseh alim ah..
ya,betul la..Tuhan ja blh tolong kita
lets pray ;)