Sunday, July 18, 2010

since the first till now..

it's been four months since the first
do you still remember?
i was happy that it's been this long
i know it's not that long but i'm happy
thanks for stay with me this four month
but it doesn't happen as i wish..
my night was filled with tears..
it's 11pm and i was sleepy..but
i wait you home..i text you..but where are you
it's almost 2am..finally i'm tired of waiting..
and i decide to go sleep..i sleep with my tears
and suddenly you call me,i thought it's dream
my phone was vibrating and makes me headache
i picked your call after two missed call
i'm sad, yet i'm happy to received your call
i wish i could talk to you till i fall asleep
i wish you were next to me

seriously,i dont know what makes me so sad
what makes me cried all night
i kept thinking of you whole night
i wish i can meet you perfectly on that night
and stay with you forever till i cant awake again

finally,i listen something from you
the words you used to gave me in the past
last night i heard them. you draw me a smile.thank you.

but you've open my old scar..
but i won't say it's your fault
because you have yours too.
i respect you. very much.

thank you for take good care of me.
thank you for loving me even just a little.
thank you.
i will remember them for the rest of my life.

i promise i won't forget you
you may be not my first love
but i swear you are the one i really love
among all my former lovers..

please forgive me for loving you this much.

Friday, July 16, 2010

Facelift ^^

Little Rules :)

Good Morning . Good Afternoon . Good Evening . Good Night
to ladies and gentlement :) :)
i'm rina your driver for today's journey
so i'm here to annouce some rules when
as we all know i just have my Mr P for few weeks XD
so fyi, must remember this!!
>> i'm neither experience nor good driver.
okayy everybody here's the rules,

when i'm driving..please..please..

1. never never never make me panic!
once i got panic then i lost my control
and it will endanger all pessenggers
> things that can make me panic :
- shout! (about anything)
- you panic yourself and touch my hand
- keep ask me change gear
- give me lotss pressure
- keep say: hoii hoii got car coming!!
- disturbing my hand break (i'm the driver,remember!!)
- didnt reply me when i'm talking =.=''
- ask me to stop in all of sudden
- scold me (i hate this,it makes me speeding!!)

2. relax yourself and enjoy the journey!
i know i'm a very very bad driver..
i'm not ashamed to admit that..
like the road is all mine :p whatever!
anyway..if you have no choice
and have to follow me :) so,
- sit properly, put on your seat belt and enjoy ~
where ever you sit..
next to me or at the back..relax yourself!!

3. help me!
this is especially for my pessenger who sit next to me
yess..i need your help
- help me to watch the highway :p
i was sometimes forgot where to stop and where's my way
and it seems like i make my own rules =.=''
so if you are experience me with those :) :)
if you are not driver, help to see the sign! :)
- and remind me to change the gear
to gear 1 whenever i stop :)
it's my most stupid!!
but never ask me changer to gear 2, 3, 4
i know where and when to change that :)
and i usually stuck on round help me to see the car ^^
- during parking too
yes..this is most important,parking
not much to say,
you know wht to think when it comes to parking :)

4. i accidentally 'mati enjin'
dohh..i dnt knw wht to say tht in english =.=''
hee..this is stupid!
nothing to say~
it happen when i just want to drive
usually at traffic light,round about, leaving parking
ahhhh...whenever i start to drive..
the 'kaki' problem =.=''
- so ladies and gentlement dont scold me ohh
not my just happen
i have no explanation. no idea.
go ask my kaki XD

well, i think that's enough already
i'll add some more if there's
any addition to the rules ^^

so, that's all for today
i hope you will enjoy your journey while travel with me
and i hope to see you again/soon in our next journey :)

Thank you and good bye :)

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

It's July 14

hello sweethearts,
today want share some of the life journey on the early of july~
but now is 10 more mins to 12am so need to hurry!!
my bed is waiting for me :)

okayy one day in july..
when i was boring sitting like ngok ngok at home
then i asked my mom bring me out..
yeah! we going out..bebehh!!
we went to Likas Square
~the not so hot shopping mall~
has less people and less shop
but less people is pretty nice..quite calm in here..
so one thing i like at there is the . . . .
it's the korean fusion foods, snack and drink
Gosh!! I'm in love with the cafe..
so nice and less people..
so if go there lepak, have a drink , eat snack and chit chat
will be so syiookkk :)
but attention people!! attention please!!
they do serve pork and beer here!!
so i'll just say WATCH OUT to some people out there :)
nothing else to say about this cafe..
want to know more you go there yourself ^^

There's 2 Starbucks at 1B~
one near GSC another one near ICEBAR

on monday went to bongo house
something *bad happen to bongo
need to cheer and accompany bongo
arrive bongo house at 11am++
until 3pm++ then back home
and was raining heavily..
was happy seeing bongo
because before that was miss him badly
and the night before was argue and some complaining happened
but thank God still can settle and next day went to bongo place :) :)
had a very nice blessed day :) :)

okayy..enough for this post~
it's 12.20am and it's July14 now.

**Who's birthday is on July 14 ?? anyway..
>>whoever you are, you must be someone really special..

so as the closing i stick this cute animated gif :) enjoy yaa~

Monday, July 12, 2010

♥ dedicated for bongo ♥

I know you are going through a hard time now, I dont want to be a bad girlfriend who only find you during your happy time, I want to be with you in every situation, I want to see you happy and always there for you whenever you feel bad. For all this time I've done my best to make you happy and cheer you up whenever you feel sad and down. And I have doing my best to understand you. And I was never lying to you, i can swear if you want to,but no need. Sometimes do happen misunderstanding between us and finally we argue. I dislike you saying about breaking up it's really hurt me. And you've promise me not to say it again although i know there's something within our relationship,just dont mention it here,it's our privacy..

Okay,actually the things that i really want to say is ::::
My boyfriend, i know i'm much younger than you but as a girlfriend i must advice you.Either you want to listen or not, then it's depends on you. I've told you that life is always like this. Although i'm young but i've gone through so many things too. I want to remind you to stay calm and relax yourself. Whatever happen next just accept it. It's may be hurtful and sometimes you feel like you can't admit what happen but you need to. And when there's arguement between you and others just dont get yourself into a fight. I really know those people well, eventhough i know them for short time. As i told you, they are a kind of people who thought whatever they said are true and want everything goes as they wanted it to be. If each people act like this, if everybody wants to be the boss,then that's what happen. And guys, always thought that they can finish up the matter through 'real fight'. But finishing the matter through fight is such a waste and childish!! A mature person would settle the matter by speak on the matter properly and must always be patient. Always ready for any possibilities that could happen.Boyfriend i know you well. You dont like to fight too. It's them who invite you,right?
Well,sometimes, you need to give way.But that's does not mean you a lose. Don't let yourself involve in such stupid thing like that, because if you did, you just like them. And i know you not like them!! When we say about 'give way' people often says we are lose. But that one is ancient!Nowadays, give way doesn't mean you are lose. As long as you know what you doing and others know the truth, then it's enough. And one more thing, if you mad at only one person or few person then just mad at them, never put and let out your anger to others, because it will just make the situation get worse, unless the other person was really understand your trait.

Boyfriend, i know you going so many hard time, and now another coming to you. As a girlfriend i've done my best to cheer you and advice you. It is up to you whether to listen to me or not. I always wanted the best for you. You've say to me before,couple is not only about love, it's much more and one of it is *Sharing. I don't know whether you still remember this or not. But i do remember that. As i said i take every of your advice seriously, but i'm a human too i can't follow all of it. But i really am doing the best i can for you.

Boyfriend,i hope today you happy. When i come to your house, i come on purpose i want to accompany you and cheer you day. When you hug me you make me feel so safe and when i hug you back i hope you feel the same way. When i saw u pretending sleep i want to cry while thinking about everything that happen to us, but then you wake up and slightly i smile to you. And i said i won't cry today, today i just want to make you happy,back to normal. I don't want to see you sitting alone with your sad face and keep thinking about what happen to you the other day,and i don't want to just listen to your sad voice on phone when i called you at late night. I want the happy you. One who text me lotss lotss and call me when you lazy text me.

>>actually i want to say all this just now at your house but i don't want to ruin our day together, as i see you smile. but i did say some of them to you last night. <<

Boyfriend ◕ ‿ ◕
have a nice day~
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

love, girlfriend ◕ ‿ ◕

Friday, July 2, 2010

cherish every moment i had with you

i was reading one of my friends blog
and she remind me of something
that had to do with my life
and it makes me post this blog~

having someone that we really love
but at the end of the day
someday,we will leaving each other
no matter how much we love
there must be an ending
we are not sure how to handle the feeling
when we are leaving each other
when we walks in our own way
to leave and forgot all the sweet and wonderful moment
that we had before
to pretend nothing happened
to accept the hurtful fact
to live with another new person
to remember that it used to happened in the past
to see life changed
to have a new life
looking forward for new hopes
turning over a new leaf
leaving the relationship we had and keep it in memory together
pray for each other happiness in the future

it's hurtful
it's pathetic
but that's the fact
if we are not meant to be
we can't force the destiny

If you love something, let it go
If it comes back to you, its yours forever
If it doesn't then it was never meant to be

I have promise myself to appreciate
All the moment that given to me ;
To stay with you and loving you
I'll take every moment as my precious moment
I'll make my days with you priceless
I want to keep our days now in my dream forever

until the day come~
the day that i wish was never exist