Monday, May 31, 2010

=.=''

My Boyfriend Is A Gay!


** i wish i could do this to him ^^





Sunday, May 30, 2010

melt~

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Complete~


Pretty season passing a fragrant road
My cautious footsteps i'm nervous
When you come closer while smiling for me
It feels like all the happiness in this world is mine.

When i woke up due to the late afternoon sun i laughed.

Its still my far future but i hoped it wasn't my dream then
Just one love I hope the road we walk on is the same

Good morning Your morning call that wakes me up everyday
It feels like the morning we share together

You are more sweet then the pretty candy you give me

I have changed a lot due to time but i won't let go of your hands
Just For love Its going to be your last love forever so lean on me

Your love is so special to me
Oh It's true while looking at each other i want to be by your side

To make my life complete
You make my life complete

Monday, May 24, 2010

my first eighteen

i woke up with nightmare =.=''
the nightmare that horrified my whole day
but nevermind..
eventhough it's ruin my first day..
and again i said to myself it's just a dream!! it's okayy
going to work..ohh i'm late @.@!!
and someone special gave me small cheese cake (^_^)
i cant stop smiling :D hehe sangat happy sekali :) :) :) :)
and i work as usual
after that . .
my friends
gave me a little birthday surprise :)
wuhuu..so happy oh
i never get this before . . .
thanks to them for buying me a cake
and all the wishes :)
after work..
go dinner with family :)
eat seafood! @.@''
then went back home~~
at 10 something..my cousin..
reene and sazree came to my house
celebrate my birthday :)
thanks to them^^
**my family also bought me a cake :) :)

and..got bad thing too ==
i get jealous !!!!!!!
haih.. ##
i wont talk much about this..
i just say > i'm hurt on my birthday!
get it!!
ohh my boyfriend~~ :( :(
i'm sorry!!
See....
how much i this guy called 'my boyfriend'
even i'm the one who get hurt..
but still i'm the one who say sorry
it's okay..not a big deal~~
i hate argue!!
even feel bad but keep forgetting
and everything will be fine :)
remind myself..
dont think too much and always think positive!!
ohh..boyfriend saranghae!!! ♥ :) :) ^_^


as the conclusion..
i got a pink teddy bear from my family :)
and thanks to all who wish and celebrate
my EIGHTEEN birthday
:) :)

i'm just getting older =.=''
i'm an adult liao!!!
haih..am i happy being eighteen??
yaya..i live for eighteen years since 1992
GET IT!! not that young!!
i'm no longer little girl
even i act like baby
but i'm not baby!! F!!
***suddenly get emotional =.=''

anyway . . . .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RINA ^_^

Saturday, May 22, 2010

my last 17


counting days to midnight
today..tonight..
was my last day being
a SEVENTEEN years old
i'm grown up!
what to say ??
just hope this new days of mine
will be much better than before
wish to have a more nice life
with family *boyfriend and friends
May my life get a bless! ^_^

~xoxo~

rinafarizan

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

it helps . .


When I am exausted, Lucky in my life
You come to me as if in a dream
When I sadly fall asleep, Lucky in my dream
You warmly hold me tight

I always smile like this
Even though the world is difficult
I will never show my tears
Even if you do don’t know my feelings
Even if it is from far away, I am grateful
That I can cherish your smile

When I want to cry, Lucky in my love
You look so cool in my imagination
When I feel depressed, Lucky in my world
You always hold me tight, as if in a dream

I always smile like this
Even though the world is difficult
I will never show my tears
Even if you do don’t know my feelings
Even if it is from far away, I am grateful
That I can cherish your smile

Everything is beautiful, I am so happy
I fill this lonley world with my wishes

I always smile like this
Even though the world is difficult
I will never show my tears
Even if you do don’t know my feelings
Even if it is from far away, I am grateful
That I can cherish your smile

Come one step closer to me

Ashily - Lucky

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

and again . . it happens :( :(




i knew it when he started to angry . .just now
i knew him better now
and all i do is just accept
because i love him and i choose to understand him
i am the one who make him like that
okay, it is my fault . .
always me . .
well, he was not perfect anyway . .
he does make me angry too
but i was okay with it ..
as he want me to be . . being mature!
i do not look over small matters
and yes everything was fine :)
now . .
please forgive me :( :(
i have no idea ..
tomorrow i cant meet you
and now . . i miss you :(

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

my hero for 18 years :)

it's not father's day yet .. hey..no need to wait the day le~~
. . . anyway . . .
just now before posting this **post
i went to one of my friend's blog
reading her blog while listening to the background song
by Taylor Swift -The Best Day
aww..the lyrics..touch my heart^^
it's about **daddy :)

AND . . .
it wakes me up!!!!!
how i miss my ^^daddy^^ so much~~
i knew it..i meet him everyday
but the situation wasn't same now..
i mean..
when i was young and now..
it is so much different!!!

i still remember . . .
a long time ago . .
when i still in kindergarden
he always accompany me to eat sweets :) :)
teach me many things..take good care of my safety
VERY WELL~~
awww..tooooo much to say~~

all i can say now is . . .
I MISS MY DADDY A LOT
i love him so much ^^
even sometimes i didnt listen to him
but at the end of the day
i will always need him
because he will always be my hero :)

아버지, 난 당신을 사랑해 ^_^ ♥♥



Monday, May 10, 2010

a very very late post =.=!

but better late than NOTHING!!!


this post made specially for omma ^^


thanks for being the great mom :)
through out the happy and sad moments in my life
listening to all my problems and complaint
for understand me so well..take good care of me
and most important..you are so patient !!
AND for being my coordinator XD XD

thanks for everything mommy :)

엄마, 난 널 사랑해 ^_^ ♥♥