Thursday, April 29, 2010

it's you

I miss you
Is ok that you don't miss me at all.

Whatever happens, I always have time for you.
I'm waiting for you....
I really care about you eventhough it is pretty pointless...

Carry on.. Do whatever you wanted to do...
As long as you're happy...
And the same thing goes to me too... =)

All i wanted is a chance to heal our scar
Giving ourselves another chance
Just..Let us..Start over again?
Will you?

Lets pretend we just knew each other
and these things was never happened
Can we?


Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Friday, April 23, 2010


the way he he really want me to let him go..i'm crying everytime he said like that.he said he just wanted to be honest to me.but i cant stop myself crying when he said's hurt's like i will leave him.or he does wish?.everyday i wish i can stay longer with him.and i was hoping for more.maybe it's too early.but to pray it's not wrong.he was not confident with me.because i'm childish?. perhaps!.i'm grown up but not all grown up.maybe the way i think the way i's just what people can see.i'm now on my way to understand him to know him.not because he asks's because i really want i really need to! so that i can fully know that next time there will be no misunderstand between us.maybe i say to him 'i am trying' but the truth is i'm not trying! i really does!! i was on my way!!.but it's not easy!i need time? well.i think so! not much time. but just give me some.and he as well..when we are together.i dont know what he feels.but me.i feel so happy.i feel more safe.but did i make him happy?.seems like i always give him problems.and it feels.i cant make him happy.even he smiles and laughs along with me.but in his heart.does he feels like what he act??.i was thinking thinking and thinking.if he found someone better.and what would happen?

the thing is..i really him.
but does he really

a father is a hero for his family :)

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

as time goes by~


there's something that make me scare to online
=.=!! yah! so right~
actually it's not about scare or wht so ever
it's about err..i dnt want hurt anyone's feeling~
especially him! i realize tht..
i have always make the person i love feel
sad.dissapointed and more :(
i dont want!!
all i want is make him HAPPY!
and i always hope i can make him happy while with me

i'm not a perfect girl
i'm not pretty as others
and i act like child
when i'm trying to do my best
at the end i spoil it myself
which make things even worse
sometimes i feel so idiot and i'm not confident
people dislikes me..
and there's a time when i'm so selfish
that i dont care others..

but when it comes to him..
all i wanted is make him happy
i dont want to lie him and i hope he's the same
and i do almost everything as he wants
maybe not all..
but now i'm more mature in my relationship
i try to control myself..especially 'the jealousy'
i try not to think too much as he thought me
but sometimes i just cant stop thinking
BUT..i control!! not think too much
so i put my belief on him!
so Boyfriend dont break my trust~


i've work for 4months and 5 days
hurmm..i dnt feel much changing
still the same..
aww..time runs so fast~
i couldnt realize i've work almost half of the year ^^
this is my first time working.. first i'm surely just like the other..
cant bear the situation until i feel like want to resign :p :p
but thank God my family and my friends
always help me :) :)


To my classmates and schoolmates:

i'm sorry i cant come to the futsal match :( :(
it's not that i dont want..
ohh..i really want to go..
it's our last time meet before everybody going study
as your former leader
i feel so dissapointed that i couldnt make it to the match
and please send my regards to everybody :)
may our friendship last forever :) :)


really miss
my best girlfriend

kawan saya main macam budak tadika di bukit belakang sekolah
while others watching us through the class windows
and call us 'tiga budak gila'
makan maggi dalam store room class
cerita pasal GAGAR!! 'gossiping'
laugh until die~
being scolded together but still can laugh
even teacher scold so hard still can smile
and talk too much XD
no effect at all..
ohh..i really miss those sweet moments ^_^


cant sign in to facebook =.=!!


life's go on . . no matter what happen . .

live life to the fullest

always remember God!

~ xoxo ~



Friday, April 16, 2010

priceless words

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty and he said no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away,tears streaming down her face.
The boy grabbed her arm and said
you are not pretty but you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever.
I need to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...

♥♥ ~~THE END~~ ♥♥

love is priceless.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

to my love one

you know why i dont care about your twin? well,you are not the one who has twin.i have my family member who was same as's my mom told me about his twin.and i've seen his twin before.he ever scolded me.soon after that i fall sick.i got fever.he ever beat me too when i was young.he's so fierce.but'll say my dad was very kind hearted person and generous.he never cry and always protect his everything he does.he always think about his family first.i mean my mom.he is not romantic.and he does not care much about what we doing in everyday life.but we will always know what he thinks and what actually he trying to do.HE WAS MAKING HIS FAMILY HAPPY AND GIVE THEM PROTECTION! he always think like a man.even you see him so weak in the outside.but inside he always a gentleman! one who will endanger himself for the people he loves.but beside all of that sweet things.was hiding is his twin.that can out anytime should take him as an example because i know you both are same.maybe i dont think so.but both of you are:two important guys in my life.and both of you are the same!both of you was so kind and people respect you much.maybe you are not the boss but people see you in different way.but sometimes someone can overtake your lost your temper and may hurt the poeple you know about that!! right? the world is small.

just wanted to let you know
because i have no time to let you know this

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

all about . . .

i'm just a little girl
so what you think about me?
not mature! am i?
oh what should i say??
what so ever~

see you with other girls makes me
feel so small even smaller than ant
maybe it's jealousy~
never mind..let me control my feeling
but please dont make me feel it
but this sound unfair
is it?? i knew it
because you also feel the same

all we need is understanding and trust
Boyfriend, i trust you!

maybe i'm too young for you
but i love you

maybe it's look like nothing for you
because i never show you
but that's me my dear
my love is not action
it's my feeling

what i like about you is..
>you dont like to say the three words everyday!
yeah! me too~
but once you say it to me
>i'm so happy and it's so meaningful for me :)

thank you!
for giving us a chance ^^