Friday, December 31, 2010

End of 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 everyone~

I was planning for my new year eve celebration
about two weeks in advance so that i wouldn't rush at the last hours
and at the same time,i received few more invitation..
however i stick with my plan..BUT guess what happened??
Things doesn't goes well..and that's when i'm saying..
my 2010 is fully suck, now 2011 eve is already suck
so what will happen in 2011 later?????
i wish this post would be a very happy and blissful post..
i was full of thought that this new year eve is something new and fresh
but it's just another lame new year eve...
what should i wish for the coming new year??
Answer : please let me die earlier =...=
**i'm supposed to come out with more brilliant wish
oh my God!!
my 2010, done with two heart break stories
my study makes me much more suck
ppl thought i'm a small kids..life is like in a jail
life gets more terrible..
rina + 2010 = fucking shits
[seriously]
2010 isn't my good year..maybe my feng shui just..unlucky!!

so i was hoping 2011 would be damn gooooood than previous year
but the eve doesn't show a gooood appearance
so,is that mean another silly year for me??????? perhaps..
Sigh..if it's really yes..
then i should just happy with my new year wish
and may i've been bless that time..

i'm not in the mood now..
i'm seriously mad and please dont disturb me >.....<
lets pray,i dont kill tonight..i dont feel like talking now..
but i do wish someone,whoever..would call me by midnight..
and hopefully that person would brighten my suck new year eve..
i can't believe i'm crying now..damn!! i never knew i'm this sad..

Goodbye 2010 . . Hello 2011

Dear reader,sorry for all these complaint ;')

Another year come,another life go on
When a new thing comes, an old things gone
Life comes and life go
May everything been blessed now and later.

Happy new Year!!

Failed post!!!

This is going to be long last post of the year 2010 ;)

Time to recall everything in this year
since January until December,ROFL!!

It wasnt my good year,maybe my unlucky year~
Somehow,i still thankful that i still alive
I've hurt more, i learnt more, i cherish more.
I wanted to list everything that i remember in this year
but i dont think i want to make all of it public =...=
privacy purpose,perhaps..
Oh maybe i/you should read 2010 posts again,lmao!
Whatever..

I felt like talking shitss now..
so please bear with this lame post..
I will only use first letter of name OR the word 'someone'
for each person privacy =,= and they included the boys and the girls

Shitss began~~ wtf!!

I talked with someone last night..
It feels like so long didn't talk to each other that long
When we recall everything in the past,it feels weird and funny at the same time
It shows how fast time flies..Now we have our own life
and we shared our new own life..i'm happy it's ended with bless
and hopefully it will stay..

Oh yaa..
Few days before the christmas, this someone texted me
wishing merry christmas and a happy new year
such a relieve to get that text too..
it feels like: hey you still remember me?? OMG!!
i must admit that i'm happy when i saw that name..
couldnt believe my eyes..lmao!!
hope this someone will come back here someday..
it can be say,lost contact if we dont find each other again,lol!!

Want to meet LHS badly >..<
It's been 3 yearsss okay!!! Where this shit had go??
I'm going to knock head and kick ass!!!
=.............=

and Aiden too
[this stupid no need privacy,hahaaa]
i'm going to find you!!!!!! Who asked you to lost??
Protect you head and ass now before i kick em' =....=

Should i list my new friends i get in 2010??
No..no..no..i dont think so!!

THIS IS REAL FUCKING POST >....<


I'LL BE BACK WITH GREAT POST TONIGHT,PERHAPS
because i knew tonight would be another boring new year eve..



I had my bad mood now..got to go..
boredom ate me,and conflict chewed me..


Friday, December 24, 2010

Season Greetings~

Dear all,

MERRY CHRISTMAS

and

HAPPY NEW YEAR

today is Christmas eve..
it's the most busy time of all time..
my grandmother might be busy preparing for tomorrow party
while i'm here at home waiting for my aunt who will follow us
i'm not sure when will i coming back..Lmao!!
but i think i'm sure will be back here before the new year countdown..
cant wait to see fellest and ean during the countdown >..<
and hopefully hannsen will be there too and added by christine..
uhh..that will be great..what a wonderful gathering~~
so once again Merry Christmas to those whom celebrate it..
may this bless day would bring lots of happiness and joyful
to those who dont celebrate,lets us celebrate it together and partying..
may all of our wishes come true for the next coming year
and may this Christmas been blessed..

Dear close friendsssss and old and new and awesome friendss...
lets meet this Dec 31 2010 for the new year countdown ;)
God willing.

And to KWL..i miss you endlessly :')

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

A sadness i can't hold


What is happening??

YES!! I admit this..one thing for sure..

I AM SAD, I AM NOT HAPPY

I've hold this tears and pain inside,i promise not to cry again
But why are you always find a chance to make me cry??
You don't want me to cry and so do i..You think i like to cry??
I've hold this tears for a couple months,and easily you make it flow again
Do you know how hard was it for me to hold it? Even a little of it??
Do you know how i care for you feeling and listen to all your advices??
I ignore myself, my own feeling, my own needs just to make you happy..
Without any questions, without any anger, i listen to your words..
It never become a burden to me, as long as you satisfied and happy
Until now, i kept every each of it.
In you eyes,i might look never listen to you, but did you ever ask me??
Did you ever ask,how i listen to your words?? Why are you see things in the easiest way??
You see the person you love in the brightest way AND see me in the most pathetic way
You are so unfair!!!!! Just once, please open your mind and your eyes..
To compare your feeling for her and me,of course i had ZERO..and she had THOUSAND
But for once and keep it forever in your heart..
This person who had zero of your love, is the most care for you
Even i've already lost, i was still standing here.
Even i've been hurt for millions i never hates
Even i've cry and sick a lots, i still love.
Even if you can't love back or give even a little piece of your love
Can't you just appreciate??
What actually have i done to you until you hurt me like this???
You can still love someone who have dump you BUT hate someone who loves you
I want to hate you, like you wish but i can't do it..
I face the truth sadly, that i have already lost you..I didn't bother you..
I miss you, i wanted to text you everyday, wanted to call you, meet you
I ended up my wish doing nothing. Just in case you need time.
Do you now how hurt was that?? How it makes me so weak??
You'll say,i ever felt the same pain before..PLEASE, don't compare yours and mine..
You mad at me because i be friend with them??
So what if i ask you to stop be friend with that woman you love?????
If you felt fuck up with them, then do you know how fuck up i felt towards her???
You think i don't know her? i knew her!!! AND i felt so idiot..
I don't have any special relationship not even a special feeling for them
If YOU versus THEM, you sure win.
However, ME versus HER??
200% sure,confirm i will lost.. So what else??
It's been a long time, i'm not in touch with them..
I don't know what's going on with them, and you suddenly brought a story..
Yes,i am angry now but still i don't hate you.
You scolded me for no reason!! Please don't repeat the same thing.
If last night was your last message, i'm not sure.
Just remember one thing, you can find me whenever.
I've been sitting here for so long and still waiting.
If one day your heart was asking you to find me, then find me with bless and joy.
Don't hurt and open the scars that you had left.
I'll be somewhere in this world longing for you.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Some say yes some say no

some say yes,some say no..
what's with that??
it comes spontaneously when i open posting tab
but i believe, deep inside me, i knew what was it mean to me

what's today post?? huhh..
my blog isn't entertainment blog..
i wrote what i felt, what's happening
basically, a slightly diary of mine
so don't blame me if the post was
damn toooo cheesy, toooo pathetic, toooo idiotic, tooo physcotic and whatever it is
this is my blog and i responsible on what i say/type
if it's hurtful then i'm sorry, if it's funny then laugh
say whatever,leave your comment at comment box or chat box
whatever your response, i'm okay yoo~~
you want to be invisible reader?? sure you can..no problem!
about my language?? nehh..ignore them!!
i knew some/all are failed but that's just the way it is..
but of course, i'm doing better in my language study ;)

pheww..i'm getting out of topic =....=
this is not the purposes i'm started today's post
but nevermind..it's useful though ^^



last night was not a good night
i've been struggle with a lame thought
which actually a mind game
however,it's strong enough to kill and makes me weak
it had struck my heart deeply, felt been pierced
so i get a rest, and i look up at the skies
what i see is dark skies, i can't differentiate what i saw
i'm not even know if there is stars or not
i lost in my thought, i get in and try to get some sleep
lying for so long and i realized, i have a lots in my mind
which comes first and which was in the last? i have no idea..
that night was so different, i've been there before,
was it really can't go away? or was it me who don't want it to go away?
been flooded by lots of things, i knew you filled most of it, more accurate,half of it
have you get rid of me,perfectly?? did i bother you all this while??
went to my past..i found history..
i actually longing my history which i want to repeat and pause, let it stay still.
i've been complaining a lot, i felt changes surround me..what is changing?
more and more sorrow, days passed, undergoes thousand challenges, and here i am
sometimes, i found myself mourning, yet i fake those with a joy on my face
have you ever heard a phrase, the happiest is actually the saddest??
look inside and outside, look all around, and you wouldn't find the answer
until you meet the right answer, it might look easy, however it was the hardest
if you find me just to offend, then it's better to hurt me by ignoring
find me with joy,even if it's fake,but at the very least,
i can put my smile for a moment..even if it's pain later, but i have the joy earlier
i once found a happiness, at the middle of the path it has been stolen
i fight to get back what i have owned, i lost, it had gone with the thief
maybe i was regretting myself for not able to take care of my happiness,
maybe i was mad at the thief whom stole my happiness,
or maybe it's not been stolen, my happiness was ran away with the thief..
i guess,it's me who do not want to face the truth, too scared, so i lied to myself
and away from the crowd, lost in my own world and become pathetic fellow
i used to be up in the skies, flying so glad and proudly
but now, i'm down to the ground, watching the skies and see nothing
one day, i'll be on the skies again, get down, up again, and finally down.
that's just how it goes..
the next day, i awaken by a nightmare
which i don't wish to happen, whether now or later.
pray and let it go far away
God willing, God bless.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Only GOD knows, what i actually want..


Zzz..Zzz..Zzz..
holiday gotta start soon ^^

you know what's best of being single and in relationship for me?
talk abt single,everybody would say Yippie~
it's awesome, damn free life equal to NO COMMITMENT..
so true, i'm agree too~
in relationship? hmmp..
sweet and perfect..being protect and love love and more love
and you're holding a COMMITMENT..you're with someone^^

which one do you prefer??and which one do i prefer??
well..it depends on ourselves..i don't know which one i prefer now~
of course, when you love someone you prefer in relationship.
but 'lonely', i don't think it was a good reason..to be in a relationship!

okay..what's my point of posting this??
i'm not gonna talk crap!! asking ppl to be single or in relationship..
well..i just wanted to tell those guys outside there whom keep asking and treat me something
BUT PLEASE EXCLUDE THE PERSON I LOVE..HE'S MY ONLY EXCEPTION!
okay back to the main point..

Hey,guys here's a letter for you, hope you all gotta understand
and respect me and forgive me as well..

First of all, thanks for the offer to take a good care of me, for treating me so well, come and help while i need a help, asking how am i doing, and a little love,you all had gave me, all the effort to win my heart, wasting time and money on me. Thanks guys..
However, was a million thousand sorry from me, that i couldn't respond to all those. I can't accept the love, but believe me that i did felt touch with those. Somehow, i have closed my heart and i wanna take some rest from these things. I've been tired and hurt enough of my previous relationship, and one thing for sure, i still love my former boyfriend. I've tried myself to give a chance and take this opportunity to love another but it don't help. I've locked myself. Ya, i locked my own self. This time i will let myself alone. I just wanna be a quiet person. If one day i'm in love again that will be another story but i bet..that time wouldn't be so soon. Seriously, i've no longer had the feeling to be in a relationship again guys. So sorry and please forgive me. I know it well, how is the feeling, when someone don't loves you back. I wouldn't be too cruel either. Just don't put your expectation on me. I'm not in the mood. I might like you but i don't love. I'm heartless. I don't wanna feel love anymore. Let the love only for God, families, friends and myself. I'm not scared, but i love HIM, still.
That is all. Thanks for understanding. If you don't understand then force yourself to understand. Like i did.

I'm still mourning my previous relationship so don't expect me to love.
I cannot be with someone else when my heart belongs to him.
Please please please listen to me.

**
Ohh..i know he might forget me now, he no longer love me and whatever it is..
That was okay for me, might be. As long as i know and he knows how i felt towards him.
If he cherish, not be proud and not running away. At least, i will be okay.




I should end here.



~Good Bye Love Life~




Sincerely, Rina.




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Tuesday, December 7, 2010

tell me why?


i had deleted my previous post..i read it back and i felt hate..i dont want to stay with that kind of feeling for longer cause it will makes me old earlier than it suppose to be.. Zzzz..
what happen lately? hmmp..i dont know whats happenning..i confused with me! i dont know what am i thinking, in the mean time i knew what i want and suddenly it disappears,life is a dream..catch that? feeling of something but i just dont know what was it.. felt alone sometimes, felt awful most of the time, felt hopes lose hopes, boredom! where had life takes me to? hmmp,it's just a beginning, wasn't it? going to be much harder awaiting,right? oh well whats life without sigh? whats life without laughter,smiles,cries,shout? huhh..life takes everything,to make us grow,make us learn,let us experience things..wasn't that perfect? wasnt that what we call perfect and awesome life? We had to feel and experience all those things,then only we can call it great life! wasnt it? yes,you need to agree with me. what the crap actually am i talking now? oh dear,i've been so damn boring until like this. okay lets make it much much more positive,boredom is a path of life..it show us that we a free of works and it means resting..isnt it? and it dont kills..ppl who say bored kills are just boring..lets forgive them..Zzzzzzz i'm out of idea now..
Was actually waiting for someone :'( but he didn't showed up, i wondered what was he doing and how was he doing..guess he doing fine..but i want to meet him so badly..there's something i wanted..hmmp..just spill it out until here about him,let he be my secret..time to time..
Ohh christmas coming!! this year will celebrate it,yeah! unlike previous year need to work with santa hat on my head,LOL but it cool though..somehow,i want to meet the families and see everybody gather,going to see my little nephew and my far away uncle,ughh cant wait to see everyone ;) dress up so pretty,waiting them home from church and eat lotss food the next morning..going to see my past friend too..he must be growth now but still short than me hehe..hope this year christmas would be fun,as i didn't celebrate it last year..

*God Bless

Monday, December 6, 2010

Gorgeous?



FUCKING SHITSS JUST SIMPLY COME
THEY LIKE ME TO THE TOP, THEY HEART ME TO INFINITY
THEY JUST DON'T WANT TO GET AWAY
THEY STICK, OH HELL YEAH, WHAT A LAME LIFE
FULL OF HATES AND MEAN, I'M DONE
WHAT'S HAPPENING? AN EVIL?
*GOD BLESS.

Friday, December 3, 2010

나도 알아 . . 어느날 . .


당신은 내게 성가신 오늘을 찾을 수 있습니다
당신이 나와 함께 지겨워
당신은 한숨을 수도

난 단지 그걸 받아들이면 있어요
내가 아파 그게 알고
그러나 동시에, 나는 내가 가진 행복 해요 당신

혹시 나를 싫어하지 않아
왜냐하면
언젠가는, 당신이 나를 놓치겠다

내가 다칠 당신을 원하지 않아
왜냐하면
난 무엇보다 당신을 사랑해

그리고 언젠가는, 네가 날보고 싶을거야 :')

우리가 다시 만날 때까지
사랑해

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

December Joy


할렐루야
it's the final month in 2010
and we still here, thank God.

Welcome December ~

First of all,want to wish some more [ding]*

Dear,  KWL
whose birthday on Nov30
HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY!!!
i will always pray for you and wishing you all the best
will be next to you and keep on supporting ;)

AND

My silly sister, Farah Lea
whose birthday perfectly on Dec1
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY!!!!
you getting older babo hahaa..
wishing you all the best in life
success in your study and make us proud of your ability
show people that you are powerful and awesome ;)

to my special someone, lovely sister and all ppl around me, including myself
May God Bless Us All
아멘.



What to say huhh??
Honestly, i've become dull =.=''
i have less story to share or should i say, NO story at all
ya,probably and mostly was no story at all..
life become much much bored..
seriously,i'm uninspired now!!
lost my inspiration and things changed day by day

months after months, didn't see any changes
and i being much more private about my personal life..duhh..
i thought after few months had passed
and after so much activities undergoes around me
after meeting few new people and being more open to friendsss
i would be more happy and can forget 'him' and act as usual
HOWEVER, happiness comes only for few moments
laughter and smiles comes once and goes away..
see...what's life??
at the end of the day, i will sat alone in my bedroom
thinking of my past happiness and
thinking if i could repeat them with the same person
love non stop and miss like an idiot
felt hurt sometimes and crying to sleep sometimes
oh christ . . . :'(

AND one thing i always surprised..
he always know and it's correct whenever
he guess, 'did you cry last night?'
what makes you so know me??
if you did know..why didn't you comfort me?
you know, i need you :(

when i felt down, moody, awful and lost

i will take a look on his pictures and me
reach my phone and give him a call,talk to him
that's the only way can do..
most of time,i wish i could sit next to him
let him lend his shoulder..cry out loud,
and throw all the things that eating me inside
i want a hug and a kiss.. seriously,i want him!! now~
even it's only just a second :'( :'(
and pray to make it years and more . .



guess what??
i received two letters from heaven~
you might curious about this..right?
for my own term...
Heaven's letter is an envoy
telling you that 'someone' is care for you.
that is all :) thank you.

IGNORE
my heaven's letter story if you dont understand
i just out of idea what else to share,actually =.='''


oh dear,readers..
today i have a photoshootsss with Shiseido make up
damn..this make up is gorgeous and the price is boooom
my make up artist took about hmm 1 hour++ to make up me
after done make up-ing looking for clothesss
make up artist + clothes assistant + photographer
help me with my clothesss..LOL..
i think it's funny when my photographer help me,weird~ haha..
soooon, is touch up my photo and taadaaa...
perfect beautiful photo of mine ;) *wink wink*
all of them very professional with their work.. Respect!
Here's the little photo...


small huh?? i do it on purpose
too expensive for bigger size :p
LOL



Okay, bloggers and sweet readers..
Gotta go now.. My awesome bed was calling
Hope you enjoy reading ya~~
my post getting more and more silly..

> Mister KWL, please be remember..
내가 당신을 너무 사랑해 . . 당신이 너무 그리워요
내가 당신을 돌봐 :')




. . 안녕 . .




Saturday, November 20, 2010

우리의 사랑의 꿈


함께 새로운 생활을 시작합니다

이른 아침에 일어나

당신은 평생 내 옆에 잠

깨어 이전하고 빨래하고 아침 식사를 준비

직장에 가서 당신에게 손을 흔드는, 우리는 나중에 정신 키스와 포옹을하다

하루 종일 작업에 싫증 난 후, 이전보다 집에 와서 당신

당신을 위해 차 한잔과 비스킷 준비

집에 당신을 기다 리면서 내 얼굴에 큰 웃음으로 당신을 맞이

밤에는 우리가 오늘과 내일 얘기하자. . .

친밀한 순간을 갖는과 함께 저녁 식사를 준비

나란히 앉아 TV 및 측면을보고, 나는 당신의 포옹에있을거야, 그리고 그것은 일상의 반복

늦은 밤, 당신은 배가되었고, 당신을 위해 저녁을 만들어달라고

우리가 함께 부엌에 가서 저녁을 준비하기 시작합니다.

다음날 아침은 휴일입니다. 우리가 함께 집을 청소 휴일 할게요.

전 청소 바닥과 바닥을 걸레께요. 지친 하루를 보낸 후, 우리가 함께 깨끗한 바닥에 누워있는거야. 우리의 생각을 공유할 수 있습니다.

다음 휴가, 우리가 같이 휴가를 가서 함께 멋진 장소를 방문하십시오. 난 당신이 가고 싶은 곳을 당신을 동반하고 당신은 날 위해 동일을 다하겠습니다.

주말에, 우리는 당신의 가족과 내 가족을 방문합니다. 함께 멋진 순간 되세요.

다시 우리 집, 우리가 우리의 음식은 거의 마무리는 것을 발견했다. 우리가 함께 슈퍼마켓에 갈거야. 쌀, 설탕, 야채, 생선, 더 많이 찾아요.

몇 년 후, 우리는 우리 자신의 아이가. 우리는 그들을 떨 겁니다. 그들이 성장하고 그들을 잘 돌봐 감상. 학교에 그리고 그들을 보내는 중.

시간은 우리가 오래 우리는 여전히 함께 날아갑니다. 나는 온 마음으로 당신을 사랑해. 당신은 모든 당신의 마음으로 나를 사랑 해요. 우리는 서로 사랑해.

우리는 평생을 함께하고 있습니다. 우리는 주어진 시간, 사랑하고 아끼고 우리의 운명을 우리가 죽을 때까지 지출.

사랑.

Heaven

Oh - thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free

Now nothin' can take you away from me
We bin down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down

Ya - nothin' could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

N' baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

I've bin waitin' for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along

Now our dreams are comin' true
Through the good times and the bad
Ya - I'll be standin' there by you

Have i told you lately . . .


Have I told you lately that I love you?
Have I told you there's no one else above you?
Fill my heart with gladness, take away all my sadness,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.

For the morning sun in all it's glory,
Meets the day with hope and comfort too,
You fill my life with laughter, somehow you make it better,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.

There's a love less defined,
And its yours and its mine,
Like the sun.
And at the end of the day,
We should give thanks and pray,
To the one, to the one.

Have I told you lately that I love you?
Have I told you there's no one else above you?
Fill my heart with gladness, take away all my sadness,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.
There's a love less defined,
And its yours and its mine,
Like the sun.
And at the end of the day,
We should give thanks and pray,
To the one, to the one.

Have I told you lately that I love you?
Have I told you there's no one else above you?
Fill my heart with gladness, take away all my sadness,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.

Take away all my sadness, fill my life with gladness,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.

Take away all my sadness, fill my life with gladness,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Going to hell in a basket


I used to and was still love and adore you. I thought i could shift your mountain, i was definitely wrong. By thinking i could make you happy with me and forgot someone, i was just making a meal out of something. I thought there is a lot between you and me and the bedpost. Once again, i was wrong. Wondered if i ever crossed your mind,if i ever makes your heart skipped a beat. I could only say, while we are together since the year dot,i might ever cross your mind,i might ever makes your heart skipped a beat. I create a thought that i never know until now,just to cure my pain and hurt. When you ended our stories,that is all you wrote. I was strung up. You have wipe the grin in my face and i was out like a light. Maybe i let the grass grow under one’s feet or maybe i’m the man in the moon. Too late and fool and lose to myself and loses you. Sometime,i smell a rat,i’m too scared and anxious,i don’t want to think something i couldn’t imagine. I can only pray to God that everything will be alright and calm. You can’t have one’s cake and it eat too,so i work like a plough horse,doing my best to convince you that i’m the one that suited to stand next to you. However,things doesn’t go as i wish it will be. You want us to walk along in the street on our own. You wanted to out of the cold,you don’t want me to tie you down,you don’t want to be under my heel or maybe i have turned you off. I felt not worth a row of beans,it was pain and hurt. The feeling of being left behind and given a short change was definitely like walking the plank.You had threw out the baby with the bath water. I wish i could take this relationship from the top and do everything all over again,and if i got the chance i want to thrilled to the core and whoop it up. After we walked on our own way, you have try so many times to tickle my funny bone but somehow i can no longer laugh and smile like before. I run hot and cold. My standard mood was only sadness. After all,i can’t rise from the ashes, and i wondered why,i was trapped. Time flies and you might almost forgot our times together, as for me, those memories was still fresh and i can perfectly remember it. I’m worn to a frazzle. Maybe i’m too big for my breeches, therefore, i convince myself that there is destiny and miracle. If one day you realize and cherish, that time you’ll be back and my welcome mat will always out, for you. We’ll out of the woods,take it from the top,rise from the ashes,we’ll get into the hot water together,thrilled the core together and do whatever it is, together, until we push up the daisies. We’ll learn the warp and woof of being together. God willing. May my prayer was heard and been answered.